Don't ask Don't tell

It's the odd, the way I see things around me. My life and everything in it to me is like a giant puzzle, always looking for the next piece.

People irritate me, most of the people I have met don't care about anything but their own lives, they have no interest in improving another, It just reminds me that most of the people around me don't really matter, they all have the same problems, they all think everyone is out to get them, they all care far too much of what people say.

People don't understand me, I like to keep it that way. No one really knows anything ABOUT me.
They just see what I let them see. I watch and observe and I stay in control of my own life, I can make whatever I want to happen, happen.

Observe and conquer...

Fate of an unfortunate kind

Things have gone well...to an extent, I have learned many things from a couple people, one introduced chaos into my life and the other has introduced the inability to change things, Time is my enemy,my friend and my teacher....there are a few people who I'd like to tell some things to but I fear they do want to hear such things...and lastly....don't ever think a mind can be healed, for it can only be redirected

I'm going now.....

Everything has ended the way I expected it to.....

I'm glad it did but at the same time...I'm sad......

It's funny, I knew it was all gonna turn out this, it always does.

I'm lost now and I don't know where to go.....

I've gone from trying to help people find themselves to this...

lost,empty,and no more ambition to do this anymore.......

how the tables have turned on me.....

I found you...

Its funny how things work out sometimes...
Life, I mean. It never seems to go according to plan.
i'm getting sicker...I think i know why, but i don't want it to be that reason.
That would not be good...
All kinds of things are happening...
I haven't had a dream in two months...I haven't dreamt of anything.
its just blackness...
I have finally met my match...I knew immediately, you matched the person from the dream
same description as them...You have that aura around you...I'm so glad you have finally shown yourself...

I wish....

There are many things in this world I wish would happen....

I wish I could go back in time and change things so that could come out the best they could....

I wish I could have helped more....

I wish for your Happiness....

I hope that things go the way I hope they do....

I wish that I could be there, but my time has come and gone....

your heart is strong, it is pure, it will be a light for many people for many years....

I wish I could see you become the person I know you'll become, but you're on your own now...

I am so proud of you, you need to know this...

I wish for you to stay strong, I wish you to be passionate, and above all....

I want you to be...yourself

Be the light I know you can, because the world could use a bit more of that...

Good luck my dear...change the world....

In order to save myself I'm erasing you

I have failed you...I can no longer be of any assistance to you, I am useless to you.

The process I'm going to proceed with what is like a severe mental relapse. I am going to erase your profile from my memory and when i do, meeting you again will feel like the first time to me. I will know nothing about you and I will not remember anything that had to do between me and you. the first thing you're going to say is thats impossible I assure it isn't, it takes roughly 2 weeks to do,and it does work, The reason i dream about the demons I have is because of the last person I "deleted" from my memory, i don't remember anything about them but they left me with the dreams, this is not a bluff this is not a lie, this is not an excuse, this is real and will be complete by Novemeber 12th. Do not approach me and don't think this is a clean slate...I'm destroying your slate, there is no second time around...this is it. I have failed you and I am sorry...there is no more that i can do...Have a nice life

Dissappointment

I am dissapointed in you...If you are going to be like this then I do not wish to talk to you

I will not tolerate you talking down to me, I'm not dealing with it. I am not going to call you until

you get off your high horse, come back down to earth and start talking to me like you used

to...and even then I will not call you, I can no longer help you unless you ask, and if you don't

think you need me anymore then I will leave you alone...just like you seem to wanna be at this

point...my phone will always be on and I will always be here to talk but I WILL NOT tolerate

being talked to like I have no idea what I'm talking about, because wether you like it or not you

have a substantial amount to learn...you can deny it all you want but I know you know it's true.

I'm sorry if this stings,but I can longer care at this point anymore.

"There is always somthing to learn."